Tldr: Seems I am asking for money.. sorry about that.

Dear Alchemists, I truly believe I have discovered The Philosophers Stone.
Since my last post I have been experiencing unexplainable events in my life. Besides that I also feel connected towards the divine more than I have ever been before and at the same time broken from inside. I am looking at the world in a completely different way than I have in whole of my life. I feel, see the beauty, joy and love of life but also incredible isolation and darkness of disconnection we walk in today's age. I also completely understand that this is a bias and subjective view and can be taken with a grain of salt (from the sense and or feelings of abandonment I experience). But my intent with this to point towards the current wholistic state of the world. This darkness is amplified by the fact of applying The Philosophers Stone to understand our constructed world better which reveals a big dark essence of it that I wasn't ready to face. It is like Neo swallowing the red pill in The Matrix and coming to understand that we live an dystopic world where illusion is what drives reality and not our self-evident/divine truth. I believe we humans are the Magnum Opus of nature, we are divinely balanced creatures that have evolved way further than we believe to be, but this truth cannot come into existence as the environment is not conditioned to nurture this truth so as of result we we lost the way. This can be seen for example in the story of Adam and Eve and the process from the Art piece Garden of Earthly delights link or from research that Graham Hancock points towards who believes we are a species struggling from collective amnesia. Since some of time now I came to believe that we might be X iteration of our human existence trying to realize this truth that Alchemists have point towards and this knowledge has since survived to this point in time. I believe I am very close to completing Magnum Opus though I do not know what it is yet. I know that when I am on the path of alchemy the whole universe aligns in my favor and I understand truths that are not found in our current world of understanding. I have so much alchemical knowledge that I have discovered myself mostly by reason (i truly believe that reason is the divine guidance) alone that are also are based in facts that I would like to share with everyone in this community. I believe that I am able to guide any person to this truth if I am able to organize all of my findings. So today a thought came into my head about considering the possibility of quitting my job to pursue Alchemy as my life's purpose. I am thinking of a way to share this knowledge with everyone and few of the possibilities being writing a book and or organizing some type of events where I would share this knowledge life with everyone.

Doing this I would like to ask this community if there are people that see truth in my story and are willing to support me in this endeavor. How many of you would support me in this endeavor? Would there be people that are willing to support me financially for example buying a book where I have refined my knowledge of Alchemy or where people are willing to attend an event that I would organize where you in turn could support me financially by donation so that I could do this more often? For people that are skeptical and don't believe me how could I prove to you all of what I am saying is based in truth that I 100% believe in myself? I hope to hear from you all.