Mourning a lost relationship.

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My Wish For You

Your smile
Your words
The wedding dress
The comfort you provided
I'll miss you

Legs spread
How I remember taking you
How you'll always haunt my dreams
Please don't rage

That knife
Those sounds
Smack, moan
How much you taught me about myself
I'll miss you

An awakening
Whiskey by the fireplace
The early dusk
Marks on skin
Words, drawn
Please don't cry

Old movies
Dracula, Frankenstein
The Creature in the Lagoon
So many monsters we loved together
But what was on the outside
Never really mattered
I'll miss you

The feel of your mouth on my skin
Our tongues dancing
A hand on a throat
Fingers massaging lips
Please forget me

Tales of faerie
An angel, a devil's deal
The stories you made up
Brilliant, heartwarming
I shouldn't burn for you this way
But I do
I'll miss you

Tender, our first time
Sugar wishes it were so sweet
I thought to teach you so much
To make everything perfect
But I was the student instead
Such a surprise
Don't look for me, gentle soul

Stone castles
High moors
Dark stars and a bright moon
Your mind always cut so deep
So straight to my heart
I'll miss you

That party
Like pages from a romance novel
Feelings revealed in a heated moment
So hot we shed our clothes
Yet I needed more
Heal quickly, my darling

Those blue gemstones
You are my world
How I swam so far in the sea
Just to find you
The beauty of this world
Is nothing compared to how we feel
I'll miss you

Wet folds kissed
Moans in ears bringing
Pure bliss
Lips on shaft
Thrusting, taking
Sorrow, linger not

My love
Memories are all that remain
Echoes of so much
Pleasure, pain
Bliss, torture
I'm so sorry I did this to you
Such grief
Tears
I didn't want to go