I started writing stories on Reddit for a few different reasons. The first being the love I have for my craft. I’m a writer. I have (almost) two degrees in English. The first, my associates, in Literature; and my bachelor will be in Creative Writing as soon as I take my last three classes. I’ve loved reading books since I was a small child, and the art of writing came as an emotional outlet once I began approaching my teen years.

I found a catharsis in writing when I realized that journaling about my childhood trauma gave me emotional relief. The pages of my journals were filled with venting about being bullied and traumatized by my sisters, and how the kids in school were always mean to me…especially after moving a few times. I journaled so often, my mother and stepfather thought I would be a journalist.  Even I knew that wasn’t the same thing, but I didn’t know how to tell them, so I went along with it for a while. As long as they were happy and I was writing, I was good to go.

As I got older and discovered books of a more erotic nature, my interest in writing erotica was piqued, but I felt like I’d be judged by my peers and succumbed to that pressure…real or imagined. Well, after Covid and the turmoil that happened in my family during that time, I finally said to myself, “Fuck it” and decided to start writing what I want to write about. My only problem was that I hadn’t really written since Covid began because I had to leave school due to all of the family issues I needed to be mentally and physically present for.

I began testosterone in August of 2022, and that increased my sex drive—naturally. When that happened, my testosterone levels shot way up and, as you can imagine, I became a horny machine. The only thing I could think about was fucking, because the cock that I was supposed to have been born with had a giant, raging boner 24/7. I got on Grindr, and getting lucky wasn’t ever a problem for me. The only problem I had was being kinder to myself about who I allowed to stick their cock in my cunt. They were clean, but the person attached to the cock wasn’t always someone who had the right vibe for me. That has an effect on me, and I should’ve paid more attention to that…but my cock didn’t give a fuck about that because I was getting laid and I allowed my cock brain to win every time.

Then, the testosterone converted back to estrogen and my entire world was flipped upside down. I immediately began gaining weight again, Aunt Flow paid a visit, which had me feeling quite upset and depressed, I felt like my transition progress was regressing and that didn’t help things. So, I decided to see how many cocks I could fuck in one day as a way to feel better about myself…and because I was still wicked fucking horny. That’s when I started writing about taking loads to practice writing more and to figure out my erotic writing voice.

Since then, I’ve learned a few things about myself, my craft, and I learned a lot more about interacting with others online. I’ve learned that when men are super horny, they’ll say and do anything to find relief and release the load of cum that has built up inside them. I’ve learned that there are A LOT of men who are willing to lie their asses off just to get the chance to feel their cock inside my cunt. I’ve learned that there are also some really genuine people out there who have also been hurt a lot and now have trouble finding the ability to trust again, which is painful to experience in real time. I’ve learned that, in the roughly twenty years since I joined the Navy and began raising a family, a lot more has changed in society than I previously thought, and people have become a lot less trusting, more rude, vindictive, and downright abusive toward others. I’ve observed how dating apps and the internet has changed people, and gave them the freedom to behave on a more primal level which can be quite abusive and trigger the possibility of a somewhat traumatizing environment when all criteria come together in the same moment. I’ve also experienced first hand when a man behaves one way online and another in person—that was the worst breach of trust I’ve experienced by someone who was supposed to have the same mutual trust based on our conversation and what was agreed upon in that conversation. When certain acts are agreed upon, and something different happens, that’s a breach of trust and that’s where the topic of rape comes into play. That’s also where what was once fun for all involved, becomes an act of unnecessary aggression; and now everything has to change due to the behavior of one person.

From now on, anyone who wishes to dump his load inside me will have to show proof of a clean STD panel within one week of requesting a dump; anyone who wishes to dump a load will also have to provide proof of age with a VALID DRIVER’S LICENSE ONLY;  anyone wishing to dump a load will also have to provide proof of Covid vaccination & booster, due to my autoimmune disease and need to stay healthy. No one will be invited to or allowed inside my house and cunt without all of the previous documentation being presented to me beforehand and at the time of arrival to my house. NO EXCEPTIONS.