Content warning: cheating - if you don't like it, don't read it. please don't reply to tell me what a piece of shit I am...

part 1 (background only, no real action until part 2, but I feel that this really adds to the story)

I never thought I'd be posting something like this, but here I am with a true story for you. I've been chatting with strangers I meet on reddit since the start of the pandemic and I've had several interesting connections that have been memorable, but this story starts in July 2023. I met a girl named Hana who responded to a post of mine expressing an interest in WMAF, exploring kinks, and getting off together. We hit it off immediately and had a really natural vibe together. I had actually never experienced that level of intense mutual attraction in such a purely sexual way. She was so like minded that it was kind of insane and we found ourselves talking to one another almost constantly over the next few weeks. She was masterful at teasing me, sending me pics and vids on snapchat and enjoying how she made a married family man lust over her body. And jesus christ, this girl was like the perfect picture of what I find most attractive. Petite, skinny, with tiny tits, but an amazing hourglass shape to her. I don't even know how to begin to describe the effect seeing her body had on me - it was unbelieveable. And over the weeks things got more and more intense. We progressed from sharing pics, to videos, to voice notes, and finally phone and video calls. On top of being unbelievably hot to me, her high LF was intoxicating and her pussy would literally drip and cream with juices....all I could say sometimes was "ungh". We talked about the dirtiest fucking things, in the most raw and intense ways, and all of our likes lined up in an oh-so-perfect way. I thought girls this hot and dirty were a myth, but Hana proved to me that they do exist.

I didn't start chatting with strangers with the intention of ever hooking up irl. In fact, I still don't. I'm married, and I don't want to fuck up my life. But over the course of the weeks we got to know each other, I accidentally had revealed enough information about myself that she discovered my irl identity. She told me she couldn't help but be curious, and admitted to me that she had learned who I was. I freaked initially, but soon realized that she didn't have any bad intent, and was just a really curious person and wanted to see if she could find out. Our phone calls became more frequent and intense, and we started talking about doing an irl meet up. Each interaction made the whole thing feel more real and that upped the intensity for me dramatically - to the point where I was just constantly feeling the need to cum, regardless of how recentlly I last had an orgasm. Sadly, the situation fizzled out when I got cold feet and started expressing doubt and concern over actually meeting - at that stage I wasn't ready for an irl meetup and she figured it was a waste of her time to continue with me as she was looking for more than just having some fun on snapchat. We quickly slowed down our communications and eventually stopped talking. We were both still hot for each other, and tried to adapt to the situation, but it just didn't seem to work. This was all after a a couple of months of that high intensity. We finally stopped talking altogether.

Probably 6-8 months later (I don't really remember exactly), she messaged me. She wanted the feeling back. The feeling of my lust for her, and the high she got from knowing she was such an alluring temptation to me. We chatted and had fun, but it was different. More disconnected emotionallly, but the attraction was still there. I started thinking about how hot this girl was and how it really was a once in a lifetime kind of opportunity - to have this sexually aligned girl want to fuck around together irl. In a state of extreme horniness, I told her she could come to my house and I would give her a sensual massage. I won't bore you with the circumstances, but suffice it to say that the circumstances were such that it wouldn't be odd to have this woman show up on my doorstep, and since she already knew everything about who I was, it wasn't that much more of a stretch to have her come to my place. She said that was crazy, and didn't take me up on the offer. Things fizzled out again.

Maybe a month or two ago she messaged me again. Teasing me with her tight little body. She was super busy with work, managed to message me here and there, but our interactions were really limited. Very recently I got a message from her that was really unexpected. This isn't the exact dialog, but it's close enough

H: "Can I still come over for a massage some time?" Me: "Are you fucking with me or are you serious?" H: "Serious!" ....

I thought about it, and the next day - although I felt really nervous about it - I told her the offer was still good. She told me she wanted to meet up soon. Half jokingly, I told her that it so happened that I would have complete privacy that night, and she said fine. We agreed on a time and we both anxiously awaited the few hours. I was on edge, and I couldn't believe we were going to actually meet up. We expressed our shared disbelief to each other, talking about how crazy this would be, but neither of us backed down.

She showed up at my doorstep at the agreed time. I let her in, and it wasn't that awkward. I led her into my office, where I had setup a massage table, scented candle, and lowered lights. We only spoke briefly to cut the tension, but we were both ready to go ahead. I told her to stand up and we stood close to one another - face to face. The tension was so fucking thick as I put my hand up to the zipper on her sweatshirt and pulled it down, exposing her crop top that showed off her fucking incredible tight little tummy (think r/TightTummyTease). I slid the sweatshirt off her shoulders, tossing it aside, and took a moment to let my hands drift over her waist, just appreciating and marveling at her fucking beauty. I got down on my knees, getting my fingers into the elastic waistband, and started pulling her skin tight yoga pants down over her hips, pulling them down bit by bit, revealing the cutest and sexiest thong, and finally freeing each of her legs. This was truly an "ungh" moment. I stood up and put my fingers under her tight crop top and started pulling it up, she lifted her arms submissively so that I could completely undress her. She was so fucking comfortable letting me get her naked, and she loved the attention as I let my hands wander over her, finally experiencing this incredible body in real life. My hands felt so big on her tight little waist, like I could just man handle the fuck out of her. Every impulse in my body wanted to just throw her down and fuck the shit out of her, but I had promised a long and sensual massage, so I instructed her to lay face down on the table, wearing only that teeny tiny thong.....to be continued