So, as a human being, I’m somewhat shallow in some ways, I’m very hedonistic and sensual, even though I’m very hedonistic I’m also extremely empathic and loving so I’m complex.

I say this to say that I need to have a rare and unorthodox sort of relationship with a woman in order to be satisfied in a relationship.

I am a fucking weird entity, I have a lot of strange nuances and odd ways of being so it’s difficult for me to find a mate. I’m not satisfied with a mate who is overly soft with me, I like femdom snd female sadism. I find the female form to be extremely beautiful. I find the idea of the female form behaving in a cruel or sadistic manner sexually to be intoxicatingly arousing.

That is to say, I really like it when attractive women are mean to me, but not mean to me in a “im only doing this to extract money and resources from you.” Sort of way but more so in the “I genuinely enjoy inflicting pain and suffering on you because I derive deliberate sadistic sexual pleasure from it” sort of way.

That is to say, if you are an attractive woman, I want you to inflict pain and suffering on me for your own sexual pleasure. I would enjoy experiencing being submissive towards you (most probably if you are attractive), in a way that allows you to be very aggressive, assertive, and sadistic.

But, it’s a turn off if the reason why you are engaging is for the sake of money, rather than for the sadistic pleasure of dominating me personally as a submissive partner.

I want your aim to be pleasure derived from femdom sadism rather than financial domination