Are we not, as humans, allowed to be happy? Are we not allowed to think, let alone dream, that the things we wish to help make us happy are taken for granted?

There are those who don’t ask for much in this world. I am one of those. All I’ve ever wanted was another person, equal in every, to be my lover and soul mate. I at one time wanted children, but as i have learned, is not the cards for me. Well, it looks like this thing, taht so many take for granted, others throw away or abuse it, this love thing, is just meant to be in my life. Where does it state we are guaranteed a happy life. No where. And if it is someplace, id like to know why am i not allowed a chance at happiness. At love. Not half ass intentions, or settle for a friend I’m not sure why I’ve been dealt the hand I’ve been given But I no longer wish to play this hand I want the dealer to deal me out, cash I in my chips, take me off the board.