Feel like I'm gonna cry Dont know the reason why Feels like the worlds on my shoulders Really it's more like a boulder And i can't really talk Really it's all my fault All my problems are mine It's me most of the time Drifting around in this darkness I can't see my future I suck at writing rhymes This happens all the time Stuck in my own head Can never get out the lines That's why avoid music That's made by myself Can't see my albums hanging On anyone's shelf So i try something different Something that should be fun But i just fuck it up And then I'm done I'm tired I'm weak Im boring Not neat It's here for all you to see The only one fucking with me is me Cause I'm not important Known that for to long Stuck on this endless car trip that I'm on Nobody talks to this nigga for me They just wanna stop me hanging from trees Obviously it's known Life is precious But let's look at my life and see what's special Another depressed young adult of black pigmentation Gotta worry about cops in every situation Straight up broke, can't even pay at the bus station No future planned, not in college, what am i missin If i died I'd only leave a statistic Whether murder, manslaughter, or suicide, it's no different I've got nothing to leave Maybe some bad memories My life means nothing to me Not a winner always lose shit I keep trying and trying until "fuck it I quit." Over and over i feel like I'm insane Expecting to win, but no it's all the same A fucking loser, that's me, so someone tell me why I feel like I'm gonna cry.