Hi. I'm starting nofap... So, I'm letting go off porn. no more porn posting/ sharing. And as a Christian, I am letting go of my bisexuality. I hope anyone who's friends with me on this account can understand. I still love men, and that's the deeply painful thing, but I don't want to be what I believe in the bible is sin. Perhaps other religions state it's not a sin, but, I'm christian 🙏 I don't mean to insult anyone, as my own personal path I'm letting go of my bisexualness. It's my choice due to my father's interpretation of the bible really, that all around it says "humans were made for male and female" but.. I don't think the bible says you go to hell just for being gay. I'm sure it's just a thing of respecting god more, by following this path. But it's up to you to figure out for yourself of it's right or not, god may say "hey it's ok! Some people have made a document called 'the bible' and interpreted that man and woman should only be together, but that's not what I intended! It was only meant for the people in the old testament!"

Or he may not. It's your journey. Perhaps I'm on the right track, maybe I'm just fooling myself with my father who had a gay ABUSIVE brother, that may have warped his understanding of gayness. Or maybe that's not the case, and currently, I feel it's not the case.

So, for myself, I'm letting go of my overtly sexual nature, and just enjoying life instead, finding the right partner to eventually engage in making love to. But that's gonna take time, I have severe anger issues and huge ocd problems, kinda goes hand in hand sometimes. But I'm sure I'll be ok. I just need faith atm that god will heal me, and I feel that happening in fact! Just, I've been traumatized so much recently I really need extra support in therapy, so, without making it sound like my life is sweet.. that's happening today. 8 hours from now, after I get roughly 7 hours sleep, I'm getting a therapy session, in which I will heal from my trauma, and recognize that god doesn't think looking after myself is sinful. If anyone can take me venting at them I'd appreciate that a lot lol. Anyways. I'm gonna sleep now. Bless you all and have love coming your way, from love itself ♥️♥️ (ma god-love(Jesus) loves you♥️)