I've often wondered and something I've attempted to work through my therapist with, is: had I not been exposed to incest at a young age, would I still be open to it and enjoy it? I like to think the answer is yes, but do I think that way because of my positive experiences with it? Had I not learned about it so young, would my sister and I have done the things we did? Would I have looked at my grandparents buying all of the females thigh high socks and making them try them on infront of everyone the same way? Would I have such a close relationship with members of my family that I do today? The ones I'm closest with are those that are incest friendly even if I'm not active with that specific person. The things I wonder and talk with my therapist about, what are your thoughts?