Howdy freaks, Sonya here. Had a rough one this weekend, and it was nobody's fault; but it illuminated some things about my mental health and how I handle things that don't go my way/are out of my control.

Going to take a break from posting and on a larger scale- participating. No intention on a permanent hiatus, nor will I be asking Byron to do or not do anything. In fact, since I will be stepping away for a bit (even moreso than I already had by not being active in dms and delegating them to Byron), I've encouraged him to start his own profile and continue having fun and figured this was as good a time as any to let him lay the groundwork for us to pursue my fantasy of being an occasional cuckquean.

This will help me to not drag him down with me while I do some self-care and get my ego/expectations in check; but will also alleviate the pressure I put on myself. His solo-account is active and once he has a chance to log on he'll comment with his u/ for anyone who wants to follow. I'll be back soon but at least need a few weeks to get my shit together so I can be a better wife, mom, and slut lol.

I'm not sure how active he's gonna be, as he's very empathetic and always feels obligated to be in the same boat with me out of solidarity; but it isn't about him or us so I do hope 1 or 2 of you will lend him your support or try to get him out and about to keep him busy, and (no offense, daddy), out of my hair and not worrying about me while I take a break. I've done a fair bit of flying-solo both for his pleasure and my own and he's always seemed to prefer to work as a team on his end, but I really want him to take this chance to explore and make new friends and eventually share those experiences with me, digitally at first; and eventually irl as an occasional cuckquean.

Opening our relationship has helped us in so many ways, but I have some underlying baggage I need to offload with zero distractions- so happy trails for now babes. He'll occasionally check this account to respond to dms and maybe post. Peace and love! -Sonya❤️