I have an entire plan, that’s how horny I’ve felt today. Talking with you made me want to be penetrated. It made my pussy feel extra warm and that didn’t help my intense feelings of need spreading from my clit all the way up to my both of my hard (becoming sensitive) nipples. The bath I draw to begin will have water that is too hot so that it hurts me.. I’m not sure how hot - you want it to hurt me a little or a lot? I will make it how you tell me you think I should. I can and will quickly get wet (wetter ;p) with the pain of standing in burning hot water as I get myself into position. I like that slight moment of shame yet also proud.. when I hover over a cock and try to get it in using only my pussy and sexperience. I’m going to climb up to a climax but ever so slowly. I will deny myself for an hour or two (if I make it that long!) than I intend to peak & quickly making my way back down. There’s definitely going to be a large dildo I will ride up and down during this time, it’ll be attached via suction to the bottom of the tub.. I’m putting it there so I can get extra practice riding, you know, so men enjoy me more lol… with my feet flat my body will be supported by my cunt and my strength as I very very slowly fit the entire plastic cock (as much as possible) to fill me full cause I want to feel dirty. The longer I take as I slide up and down the harder I will cum. I think I might have to turn the shower on to cover my moans when I finally let myself fully orgasm. I don’t always hold off getting off but I will tonight so you can know exactly how I please myself. I like when my sexual side is ‘slut’ like it is tonight. I will keep my hands on my breasts so I can’t cheat on my effort during top training - I don’t even want clamps on cause my nails will do the job almost as good. I will start to sweat and my hair will eventually be wet from my hard work all because my pussy controls me (well, men who penetrate my pussy are what drives me) and that makes me feel like a pretty, stupid, easy little slut. Like a slave to pleasure; like a good girl who never says no to men because - that’s exactly what I am. I want to do it again than before bed with anal beads up my lil back hole so that I can wake up in the middle of the night and fuck myself again in another position for 20 minutes and finally I’ll rip them out one at a time and my legs will shake with each moment of that ride down. I’m looking forward to that adventure specifically. I respond better when I earn my orgasm slowly, so midnight may not be as pleasurable as porn but I’ll still like it because now you know what I will be up to. I am happy thinking off cumming and my happy hole is throbbing ready for my long night tonight. I want to be filled with cum (like last night’s Sir) but plastic can’t get me pregnant :(.