This is basically an update on my post in the CNC sub. Feel free to read it if you are interested.

On the first weekend after relocating i met with a guy, i vibed pretty well on here beforehand. He is decently attractive, older, intelligent and well-spoken. The first meeting was neutral, he was very respectful and we got to know eachother better. He made the interaction very comfortable for me, as we made sure, that our concerns about safety and health were met, so i decided to exchange numbers and give him a chance.

Later that evening we texted a bit back and forth discussing details we weren't able to discuss in public earlier. We agreed on a date-gone-wrong-scenario the very next day. He took me out to a nice restaurant he played his role very well as the date was very pleasant through and through. He was charming, engaging and interested in me. I enjoyed it a lot. Afterwards he brought me home and tried to get closer and we both started playing into the roles. I started rejecting his advances and he started to act more aggressive. it was very exciting for me, since we both knew where this was going. However the uncertainty about how exactly it was going to go down kept me in suspense.

After i rejected his last attempt a kissing me he backed off and let me open the door. As soon as i open it, he steped up to me and put one hand over my mouth and the other around my waist before he lifted me up and carried me in to the apartment. That's when i realised that there wasn't going to be a way back. He shoved me on top of the couch over the back rest and started insulting and degrading me for being such a tease. He held my upper body down with one hand, while he lifted up my dress with the other. in that moment i realised how strong he was, which aroused me even more.

Playing my part, i was trying my best to resist him, but he was overpowering. He literally ripped my underwear of my hips before i heard him unzipping his pants. He was insulting me the whole time through and him noticing how wet i already was only encouraged him further. He leaned down to me, took a hand full of my hair to pull my head back. He got his mouth right up to my ear as i felt him entering me. He was of slightly above average length but fairly girthy. I definitly had to hold it together as he inserted his whole length with one thrust. He made sure to make it hurt a bit and wasnt really holding back. Between excitment, slight fear, pain and pleasure it didnt take long for me to orgasm. Shortly afterward he came inside me to. He kept sliding in and out for a while until he let his whole body weight fall onto of me. A few seconds later he asked me to stay there until he was gone, which i obeyed. He then push himself off me and stood up. i listened to him zipp up his pants and walked out the door.

I reamined for a few minutes leaned over the couch trying to process the experience and enjoying the warm feeling of his ejaculate run down my legs. Eventually i got up and went to take a bath where i masturabted until i orgasmed twice.

Later i went to bed we exchanged a few texts where he made sure, that i was ok, which i was before i went to sleep.

That was my first actual CNC experience. If you are interested in more of our encounters, let me know. Maybe i will make another update post.