I shared that my female neighbor, Brenda, saw me in just my panties and felt my breasts. It was a long and completely unexpected story. Feel free to go read it. That sparked something in me that I didn’t know existed, or never has existed in my first 42 years of life. It sparked an urge and a desire to experiment with a woman sexually.

Let me explain that I have never had a sexual feeling or desire for a woman before. Not in my entire life. I’ve never even thought of the idea because it’s been so out of the realm of anything I thought possible or what I’d be into. After seeing my neighbors breasts, her seeing mine, and her soft sensual hands caressing me in a place that only my husband has previously touched me really got me thinking.

My reaction to that morning surprised me, shocked me, and caught me completely off guard. It made me so aroused. When I got in the house I was dripping wet and my heart was racing. I was in a state of shock, and absolute ecstasy. If I’m being honest, everything inside me wanted to go back out there and feel her breasts. Secretly I wanted to grab her hips and kiss her passionately. I wanted to feel her touch in other places that only my husband has touched.

I’ve had time to process those feelings and realize that I want to pursue these feelings. I want to see what she was thinking and if she wants to go further. I’ve made the conscious decision that I want to experience the feel of a woman’s touch. Her kiss between my thighs and her tongue on my vagina. I want to taste the sweet nectar of another woman, have her dripping off my fingers, and feeling her squirm at my touch. I don’t only want to try it and experiment with it, I need to!

I’ve discussed these feelings with my husband and he fully supports me exploring these avenues. He wants me to be fulfilled and has given me no limitations to exploring another female. Typing it out and talking through it sounds great, but being honest, I don’t know what I’ll do in the moment or if I’ll be able to perform. Last time I panicked so we’ll just have to figure it out.

I’m excited for this next stage in my journey that I’m on, and will keep you all posted if something happens with Brenda. For now, I need to talk to her and see where her head is at and if this is something I can even bring up to her. We’ll see.