I honestly didn’t start a discord server for this reason. I genuinely just wanted to chat and maybe stream me playing games.

It started innocent. It always does. I get on to voice chat and I’m eating lunch. One person joins doesn’t say anything and signs off. Another one comes on. I’m talking to him and someone comes in muted and leaves after a few minutes. It’s not the first day in VC. The first day was worse: me and a muted stranger with me having to converse with myself.

More people join and the conversation takes off. We end up talking about my dead lush 3.

My dearest lush 3 really got me off. I would edge until its battery died. I would do that for days. And then eventually let myself cum. Needless to say that can make it hard to cum once you’re used to it. Well apparently I had too much fun. It won’t charge or turn on anymore. Ever.

I mourned its death. I hadn’t had a real cumming session since its death. Striking out on the dating field has also meant having someone help me cum also wasn’t an option. And going manual was a boring necessity. I wouldn’t orgasm. I would just do enough to get relief. It wasn’t the same.

But then I remember. In the deep recesses of mind. Don’t I have a rabbit? Far too large for insertion for me, but it still buzzes. I had found it and washed it. It was charging.

So when the topic of toys came up I asked for recommendations on the replacement of my fond toy.

A Redditor did buy me a rose toy; however, as good as it could feel….the battery life is depressing and the size of the rose is uncomfortable with my fat pussy lips. For me to get anything, it has to be pressed hard against my clit.

Then I mentioned my rabbit to the VC group. They urged me to try it. And then next thing I know I’m streaming a porn hub video of a gangbang while the rabbit goes to town on my clit.

It was so hot when one of the guys commanded me to hold the edge. Denying me orgasms like I do myself got me hot. The different commands and me just helplessly following. Apparently the tit slaps were very audible.

This went on multiple times. Different men choosing different videos. I was in VC for 6 hours that day.

The next day in VC I came so hard I had to be commanded to stop and be checked in on. My brain completely melted.

I really might have a new addiction.