So I'm curious, there are a lot of fellow kinksters on here so I'd like your thoughts. (This gets pretty NSFW so be warned) I'm a 25-35 age (M)ale currently in a 6 year relationship and have always been very broad minded sexually and always had an insanely high sex drive, once I discovered the absolute bliss I can have with a bag of weed and a kinky girl that was it...those insane orgasms while high were amazing.

But here's the kicker, whilst I have a great sex life with my partner I also really enjoy the thrill of self masturbation and experimenting, sometimes bordering on the pretty kinky, IE for example, tonight she was staying at her sisters and after copious amount of lemon haze I get incredibly horny and masturbated 3 times but I also experiment occasionally with prostate massaging, attempted (but always falling short) self fisting and also using my partners sex toys ie vibrators and dildos. (always using my own supply of condoms for cleanliness) and washing afterwards. Tonight also marked the first time in years I messed around with auto erotic asphyxiation (using a belt)...the climax was out of this world.

My problem is that every single time I do any of this with her unknowing about any of it I feel ashamed like I'm guilty of something, like I'm being unfaithful, I've never cheated but when I have time to myself when she's not around or deep asleep I'm in my office smoking weed and thinking the most kinky of thoughts.

I'm on here, checking out kinky shit, local girls, fantasising about fucking them behind her back, or getting a girl for a fucktoy for us both, I'm just always fucking thinking about sex, thinking about my partner, thinking about other girls, friends, girls I can't get.

Legitimate question, am I fucked up or is there also like-minded guys and girls out there who also are spoken for but also have their own kinky side that no one sees?

Thoughts on this would be great, thanks you freaky folk 🖤🔥😈

Ps, if there happens to be like minded girls, drop me a message here or on my snapchat for some friendly, old school (ie NO damn money's 🤣, just old school cheeky shit 😈🔥🖤)

Appreciate anyone who took the time to read this 🖤