I didnt go on a mission, and I outwardly expressed my lack of desire to go on a mission. This cause a few young ladies to try and change my mind. They did not know my dark secret. I have been looking at porn since I was around 12. That has been both a blessing and a curse. Between my daily masturbating and my giving blood once I turned 18, I unlike most fat men avoided getting Diabetes. But when it came to my relationships I found it best to be upfront and honest about the porn. For some it opened the flood gates between their legs, while others attempted to save my soul so we could get married in the temple. I finally decided I was too lonely and married the (second) woman to say yes. We had a civil marriage and I will admit I was an ass and she regretted it at first, but I got better at being a husband. She could t have kids and I wanted to be a swinger so it worked out, except for the fact that she eventually decided because we were living a sinful life god was keeping kids out of our home.

To be continued...

Not exactly sure why this is getting marked NSFW.