Hey guys! This is going to be a long post, so I'll put a tldr at the end.
First of all, I'd like to apologize for the hiatus. I made the mistake of trusting a family that I used to be super close with, and they let me move in because of the situation my last roommate got me into. My sweet friend (this is not her fault, she had no clue) let slip what my stay at home job is. Her mother, who is crazy religious, absolutely freaked out. She told me that I wasn't allowed to do any OF work in her home, and even shut off the wifi any time she believed I was trying to work. That's not even close to everything that was done/said, just know that it was a hellish 7 months.
So, after being extremely tired of having shitty roommates, I bought my own house. This is where you lovely people come in! I have had a rough ass start in life, and I don't have any family to fall back on. You guys gave me a second chance at life. At my lowest, YOU bought me a house. YOU saved me when I had nowhere else to go. You listened to my problems, and you made me feel loved and wanted. I'm crying as I type this, because I genuinely believed that I would never get here. I thought success was a dream for people with money, and that I'd never be able to stand proud at my accomplishments. But here we are, together. I will never forget anything any of you have done for me. In return, anyone who's been waiting on a custom/anything (no matter how long back it is), can have it for free. I now have a whole house and all the privacy I need for it 🥹❤️
And just by the way, this is my dream house. It's actually a mobile home (don't judge me, I have small dreams), and it's a beautiful starting point. A lot of the rooms are painted funky colors and the whole house smelled like cigarettes for ages but I've been over the moon cleaning it! I've been able to get motivated to wake up and actually fix things, paint, and remodel. This place is going to shine when I'm finished with it, and I can't wait to show you everything! I just can't believe that it's all mine. I've never been this excited to be creative and I've been an artist my whole life!
I've posted some photos of the house (not all because I'm still renovating), along with some sexy bathtub pics (on OF) I've also been raising tiny toads so that is just another thing keeping me busy.
I'm also officially off of hiatus and I can respond to everyone, every day hopefully. Once I get a good schedule going, I'll update you guys on what days I'll be more active and what days I'll be renovating. Maybe even post some nudes covered in paint 🤤
TL;DR: I love you guys and I'm fixing up my own house. I owe you big time!
This is mainly for my OF followers, but I wanted to include anyone who has ever helped me or shown me kindness on here. I appreciate every one of you, and I'll never forget how amazing you always make me feel.
Can you fucking believe it?? I feel like I'm living in a dream. I bought this house with CASH. I've never held that amount of money in my hands before. I've had bad luck my whole life, and I think it's because I've been saving up all my good luck for this
Photos, videos, streams, etc. I'd prefer you to not call them simps because they're honestly awesome people. A lot of people just want company while they live their life, especially if they can pick the exact company they want. It would be like you getting to have dinner with your favorite streamer/YouTuber, but also getting to see them cum or do other enticing things.
The most subscribers I've ever had was around 850, but it's less than half at the moment because I was forced to take a 3 month break. It's also taken 3 years of constant work to get to this point.
I've been a bit scrambled after everything, but I'm mostly over what happened. I still get pretty angry when I think about everything I didn't say that I could've, mainly because they got to say any rude thing they wanted for months.
I'm just focusing on being happy and successful, because that's the best revenge you can get against anyone who doesn't like you. I'll eventually get therapy for all the bullshit once I've completely settled in 😂
That's fantastic! I'm so proud of you for getting yourself into a better place. I think you must experience the worst before you can completely enjoy what you have. I grew up in places like this house, and much worse. I never really valued the peaceful times until I was forced into homelessness. Now, I've never seen anywhere more beautiful than this little trailer. I wake up happy every day. It's a miracle 🥹❤️
Exactly! I was so afraid to get excited about the place, but it met every expectation and more.
Thank you! I hope you achieve your dreams, especially those that feel impossible 🥰
Thank you, that means the world to me 🥹❤️ I am so grateful for every amazing thing that you guys have given me. I used to be ashamed for how far behind I was in comparison to everyone else my age. I hope this is the first of many accomplishments! And I hope every morning you have is just as beautiful as mine ❤️
I scrubbed the walls really well, and so far the two rooms I painted don't smell :/ but I will definitely remember that for the remaining rooms. Thank you for the advice!
Thank you so much! I can finally see a path to my dreams, and it's beautiful. I hope you wake up every day and feel that same happiness ❤️
Also I agree, I love the lemon print! I don't even think it matches the bathroom but I had to buy it
Definitely! I've never been so happy. I'm just glad I'm finally starting 🥹 I feel so behind in life
Honestly, this is the highest point in my life so far. I don't think I'll ever forget the feeling of hope after so long of having no future
No, you guys are incredible! I wouldn't be anywhere without you ❤️
Definitely! I've already taken a bunch, I can't wait to see what it looks like after all the hard work 🥹
Thank you very much! 🥹 I'm so happy as well
Thank you sm!! ❤️ You're the sweetest 🥰
Thank you! It took way more work than I expected just to get it livable. The whole place stank like cigarettes 🫠
It is! I didn't know you could see that :') I also have a big sig sticker on my bong!
Thank you sm!! ❤️ You guys are even better!
Thank you!! I hope your future is just as bright and happy 🥹❤️
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Just existing and supporting me from a distance helps more than you know. I never had the drive to do anything until I realized that some people really believe in me. Even if I've never met them, even if they don't really know me personally. You guys have done more for me than most of my family and previous friends.
The fact that somewhere, someone might be proud of me keeps me going. I hope others in the same lonely position see this, and know that a future is always possible no matter how dark the world seems.
I feel so incredibly lucky to have met all of you ❤️ I will keep going and I will keep doing better, because I have to be an example. Hope can be found even in the strangest of places. Darkness is never forever.