YAY! YAY! YAY! YAY! YAY! YAY! YAY!

Why yays? Because I feel like yays 😁

So there's a lot to say, especially since this post is techicaaallyyy a week late. First things first, I'm going to try and become a bit of a sissy content creator. Nothing much, just an interesting post on a sissy subreddit once a week... or more. My will power burns out by the end of the day, and it's just so much easier to make sissy content than to do homework, so why not?¯\_(ツ)_/¯

I've also started chastity. I LOVE chastity, more so than I have any right to. One particularly exciting thing I'm hoping to achieve with it is to rewire a certain habit of mine: absentmindedly rubbing my clit. Lot's of guys do it, some more blatantly and carelessly than others. But I'm a sissy girl now. Soooo... I'm trying to move the focus from my clit to my boi pussy 😄. Just grinding on a dildo, since I can't stimulate my clit. OOOOOooooohhhhhh... yes. Kinda hard to do, would be easier with a suction cup dildo rather than a vibrator, but it still sort of works.

There's one more thing on my mind, and I have to put it here, but I'm kinda... well, just read it. My dom has been somewhat absent for, like, the past week. He got busy, and I'm fine with that. At least he gave me some idea as to why he was so busy, unlike the last one... or the one who just outright disappeared in the middle of play. It's annoying, because I can't even be mad at any of them. I don't feel like any of them really wanted to leave me hanging, but things came up (or went really wrong and left me worried sick). But here's what concerns me: I was kinda happy being alone. I spent way too much time doing nothing, but I also didn't have a creeping anxiety in my mind. I didn't have to constantly be checking my phone, or giving my dom updates (I was SUPPOSED to be sending him more than I was, though. Oops). I guess what I'm saying is, is that I'm not sure I like the high level of control my dom has. But at the same time, I want to be a sissy. I want to serve, and I want to be feminized. So... I've get a bit of an internal conflict here. For now, I'm just going to see where things go. If things ever reach a point where I could truly say I'm unhappy, then I'll do something. But as for now, well, I view my role as sub as being one of "do whatever your master says with in the bounds of your hard limits." I'm nowhere NEAR my hard limits. So... yeah.

-Briony Chassé💖