I didn't want to use this account for venting but I guess it will end this way... Don't feel obligated to read, in fact don't read at all.

My old group of friends, the only one I really had, has broken up... There were already some tensions but lately something happened that completely divided us. In the end I was left alone, my reaction to certain things was excessive to others and I was seen as the cause of everything... I feel like they can't wait to get rid of me, in the end our hobbies weren't so similar and what I would like to do was always the opposite of what they would like to do. Why should they still have anything to do with me...

I'm feeling really bad, I feel like everything doesn't matter anymore and it's been a long time since I felt this way.

Writing this here won't help me in anyway, I don't want to be pitied, I don't want encouragement... Ignore this, I just wanted to write this because after all I like me and my problems to be the center of attention and I know that that's the reason why I'm in this situation... I always complain, I always end up playing the victim in every situation, inside and outside the game.

Actually, I'm fine, or whatever I'm not feeling that bad... This isn't a goodbye or a farewell, I'm alive and making roleplays actually could be one of the things that makes me feel most alive so i will continue to do them. Just as I will continue to live my life the same way I always have, I have always studied by inertia, worried about my future and I would continue to do that.

That's all, sorry if I made you read this or if you, whoever you are, are feeling worried about me in this moment, I'm fine, just ignore this post.