Chorus] When you feel you're broken When the ones you love have done you wrong When you find out the ones you were loyal to, never had your back all along When you feel you're broken And no one knows your pain That you know that they'll never understand all the things that are going on in your brain When you feel you're broken When you feel you're broken When the ones you love have done you wrong When you find out the ones you were loyal to, never had your back all along When you feel you're broken And no one knows your pain That you know that they'll never understand all the things that are going on in your brain When you feel you're broken [Verse 1]I feel like something's wrong with meI just wanna disappear anywhere but here is where I long to beIn the dark laying on debrisFrom the wreckage of my sanityWhy can't I be a stronger meBut I'm falling to fragments, I'm fracturedGotta rebuild this rubble before I mumble my last wordsMaybe I'm just a bastard that's mastered fast wordsFeeling captured, going backwardsTrying to ascertain how to have the pain from the past curedIt never ceases 'til all the pieces that cracked mergeFighting Satan he knows he's been my captorNow I'm after repose and verdant pasturesBut I'm lost in the shadow of deathFeeling weak up a creek with no paddle and stressedOut of finesse, wishing I was battling lessMad at my mess, regrets, vexed, sad and depressedAnd I'm trapped in a panic induced stateShould I bother fixing myself, are the damages too great?This planet just fuels hate, and dammit it's too lateTo break from this depression, this manic it mutatesWhat do I do, I feel like I am hopelessIf mental health is wealth, I'm at my brokestI need help, does anyone even notice?I just try to focus [Chorus]When you feel you're brokenWhen the ones you love have done you wrongWhen you find out the ones you were loyal to, never had your back all alongWhen you feel you're brokenAnd no one knows your painThat you know that they'll never understand all the things that are going on in your brainWhen you feel you're broken[Verse 2]What do I do now?I could pick up the pieces if I just knew howEvery time I look over me, there are new cloudsI don't handle it soberly I get too loudCause I'm drunk and I'm drinking until I'm shitfacedIt wakes up the emotions I try to displaceWhich take me to a sick place of mistakesThis makes me feel a disgrace that Chris hatesMy mind replays my violent days and I get crazedDon't stop and hide, just walk on by like Isaac HayesI'm fighting rage, a heightened blaze, all night and dayI cannot escape my thoughts, I can't get out it's like a mazeSo much anxiety, disconnect from society, fires inside of me growing higherWhy did they lie to me?Friends I thought would ride with me, violently turned to rivalrySleighted me to a high degree, opposite of delight it beLet people close, you just test your luckWhat do you do after your best friend sets you up?It'll mess you up, have you depressed as fuckNow since you don't know who to trust, all the rest get cutPeople will cross you if you give 'em a turnAnd they'll come after your dividends earnedAll with little concernFuck all the love that they didn't return....I guess you live and you learn [Chorus]When you feel you're brokenWhen the ones you love have done you wrongWhen you find out the ones you were loyal to, never had your back all alongWhen you feel you're brokenAnd no one knows your painThat you know that they'll never understand all the things that are going on in your brainWhen you feel you're brokenAnd you can't forgive yourself, for the things that you've done in the pastNow your thoughts are hazardous to your healthWhen you feel you're brokenJust know you're not aloneYou can pick up the pieces and put yourself back together all on your ownWhen you feel you're broken[Verse 3]It's like I no longer know myselfI just look into the mirror and I loathe myselfBlows I've felt, when life hits below the beltI've dealt with them with decisions that oppose my healthWhatever it takes in the moment to get me pastPain and confusion so I usually get detachedTitties, ass, a whisky flask work pretty fastWhen I simply smash for the succession then quickly crashNow what do I do with this lifeI'm trying be through with this strifeThere's too much gloom in this and I really wanna be the luminous typeThe transition from negative starts nowI gotta be positive sick of living in dark cloudsTrying to put together this broke and shattered messNeurosis at it's best, my most combative testA host to manifest, Post Traumatic StressGet ghost, I am the one that you don't come at and flexIt's easy to spiral out of controlEspecially with demons that are out for your soulMisery's the only route that it goesTo you're the one for whom the bells about to be tolledEven with the scars and with all the mistakesAnd the toll on your soul, feels like all of it breaksSometimes you fall apart for things to fall into placeJust pick yourself up, that's all that it takes[Chorus]When you feel you're brokenWhen the ones you love have done you wrongWhen you find out the ones you were loyal to, never had your back all alongWhen you feel you're brokenAnd no one knows your painThat you know that they'll never understand all the things that are going on in your brainWhen you feel you're brokenThat you can't forgive yourself, for the things that you've done in the pastNow your thoughts are hazardous to your healthWhen you feel you're brokenJust know you're not aloneYou can pick up the pieces and put yourself back together all on your ownWhen you feel you're broken