so im still not good at getting things done but just wanted to post some whatnot about how i kinda sorta have been getting back into listening to audios again and it kinda sorta makes me wanna get back into making em yknow? but like i still feel hella awkward with how i left saying anything about it on any of the subreddits or whatever like i know that is just me being unnecessarily anxious but eh idk yknow?

anyway uh also just wanted to thank everybody who has like listened to my stuff still in my absence like idk why but like last time i checked slave training was at like 2500 listens and it's hella old like got damn!! im still proud of it but i would imagine it wouldnt be going up so much yknow? like i suppose the listens add up over so much time but like is there some secret sauce? like has it been put onto a list of "audios you should listen to if you like [this]" and that list is very popular? or like do some of you just listen 3 times a week and it just hasnt lost its luster for you? like again im just kind of like wow and im really happy i can help pleasure from "beyond the grave" per se (in terms of my interactions here at least) and again thank you all so much but like woah bro!! im surprised also bc like i have basically no organization other than the chronological order of soundgasm too so like bro!

it honestly does make me feel like i should make more bc i feel like i know at least some of the feeling of finding an audio i really like and then looking for more by them and only finding between 0 and two of the same kind of thing and it being like "phooey this is so good i wish there were more" (though a single look is kinda similar i guess it's not as intense though im not sure i just know that one didnt perform as well and i still liked it) but uh i digress

anyway happy fucking spooky time again folks (my favorite season is winter which usually this for me means winter is coming sooner and sooner [<3] but it is still a good season and also my birthday is in the fall so i get some extra candy too lol) anyway as always dont set your expectations too high because your old pal randy is still a good-for-nothing executive dysfunction sufferer but keep in mind he still loves you! in like a not weird or creepy way. like at the very least hopefully not in a manner of like uh those parasocial relationships some people have with celebrities or something? like i hear those can be really damaging. idk

ok im going to sleep now lol goodnight lmao

(ok edit it was 2300 but whatever)