lol i know i judt have gotten into the swing of doing this shit periodically and i cant deny saying "im literally neurologically predisposed to suck ass at getting things done" feels like a shitty copout but it's the case and i live with it yknow? what can you do

uh anyway as per usual i come back here and i miss this place and doing what i did (and also it's been a full year wow eveybobdy) but it doesnt really help my brain decide that this demonstrably extremely enriching and enjoyable thing that i have experience with is worthwhile enough to devote internal motivation towards like idk maybe i just gotta spend some time sitting down and fantasizing into the mic again but as of rn seems like im kinda SOL

uh anyway just bc i like to ill plug my discord again (fuck it new link here) but like i dont mean for you people to feel necessitated to support my bitch ass in terms of like joining or doing anything regarding some of my initial intentions for the server (like helping me be motivated like you can help and try but dont feel obligated) but uh idk i really wanna get back into the swing of things but as usual motivation is the stumbling block

uh well still havent stopped loving you all lol cya (and hopefully within the next month or so ill get my ass into making some more stuff)

riff out