the sorry is mainly for not posting (quelle surprise, oui?) but it is also just mainly like damn!!! im just sitting around and i know i get distracted a lot all the time but i really want to get back into the swing of making audios!! like the only thing stopping me afaik is my distractibility (and the videogames i play and seriously btw you can join my still very empty discord or pm me if you also like videogames bc ive said this a bunch of times and i dont want to pressure anyone!!! but im just wondering how much it would help me if there were person/people who would just tell me to make audios or something lol) anyway the god damn everybody is mainly about im just getting a good bit fed up with myself and my inadequacies! or at least what brain fuck issues i have to deal with i mean. like itd be cool to know how much i should blame my laziness and how much i should blame my disability but since i dont know i just put it both ways. anyway sorry folks! again! ok thanks for reading glhf everyone