Salam to all.

I know it's uncommon to see Muslims on BDSM related subreddits but I stumbled on this side by chance. Since then I couldn't keep my thoughts away from how I could better experiencing these prospects.

After much research and exploring multiple subreddits I have come to understand that I am sexually a Dom and much to my surprise being a lesbian isn't all that bad. And the thought of controlling other women and see them beneath me obeying me especially married ones. To provide them a shade and comfort of surrendering themselves to someone psychologically and mentally superior to them.

I feel a strong pull towards sadism and controlling kinks and I feel that it is my calling to embrace these kinks and act upon them.

By engaging in these dynamics I'm trying to find and embrace my sexuality as much as fluffy the dream might seem, as of right now it's impossible.

I am 28 years old and ethnically Indian and I'm currently in the UK.