I find myself longing for bdsm for lots of reasons. To be able to do what I do, I need to figure out a lot of things, how I can make things unique and challenging, how to do that naturally, what words to use and when to use them.

The connection, because here I am able to be someone that I really cannot show in my real life, I feel like I feel more relaxed discussing other parts in my life that I wouldn't normally discuss as well, given that time proved that I can trust the person.

The power, being able to get someone to relinquish control, to submit, to listen and follow. To me bdsm feels like a dance, a dance that I always love when it comes with a challenge.

What I am looking for is you, being full of life, being a challenge, being interesting or wanting to be and having the time to invest into building a friendship. I would not say that I am super picky, but I would not initiate anything till I trust that this can work.

I am looking for an individual that would like to hear about my goals, and how I am trying to achieve them. To engage in an intellectual conversations and try to figure things out, while exploring the world of bdsm.

Life is exciting but hard to navigate solely. In the recent years I have found my self to only wanting to be around people with certain qualities, and unfortunately most of my circle didnot have these qualities.

I am no wizard, and I am no Newton, but I am trying my best to keep up with my ambition.