Don't know where to put this, but maybe here is just as good/bad as keeping it within.

Not sure what to say, but, I wonder what's the point. I mean, I have an easy life, and have hobbies, but always feel like I'm not worthy of people's time.

Home life is just flat. I want to do enjoyable things, go places, do exciting things, but it seems I'm on my own with that, when all I want is some adult company who enjoys the same things I do, like running, walking, cycling, roller skating......Yet it seems we sit in the house barely talking and listening to endless youtube things, whilst I forever to the washing, pots, cleaning (But even I've started giving up on that) :(

I supposed only I can help myself (that's what you'd say), but I'm tired of trying.