When you die?

My auntie came to me in a dream before she crossed over..I she gave me a big hug and said I understand now. She understood me and why I was the way I was.. I woke up crying and pretty much cried that whole day. (it was nice to finally be understood) .. maybe some people only understand life when they meet death.. What do u think someone that's been murdered does.. Wouldn't they want to haunt the person that killed them..??or will the killer realise when they meet death. What they have done? 0oohh what a wikkid web some people weave.. Ur actions can have a ripple effect.. it is good to approach everything with a Calm Mind. Mine is still healing from malicious intent.. My heart probably will never heal. But that's ok. I'm still here.

... I died once.. I think I flat lined for 2 mins. I woke up to nurses yelling give her more!! give her more! .. I have a purpose still I guess. I just find life so fascinating and the meaning of it all