I only really date “toxic” men. My friends hate the guys I date. I always date abusive guys, either they’re emotionally abusive or physically or sometimes both. I can’t help it though. I’m so attracted to “toxic” behaviours. I don’t really know what gaslighting means but my friends used to say my ex was gaslighting me all the time. I date guys who are controlling, cheat on me, blame me for everything (it’s probably my fault truthfully though), they say mean things to me, yell and scream at me, make me cry then get mad when I do cry. Possessive, jealous angry guys are my weakness I guess. Also love when they ride motorcycles lol. I also get told I get way too clingy and needy when I’m in a relationship..