I love feeling intense attraction to my partner. Clothed, naked, in my arms or across the world far - there's nothing like the thrill of a compulsive need to claim, dominant, control, build, edit and program someone I'm wildly excited to have in my life.

I am particularly taken with the idea of my boy as my favorite representation of masculinity and/or feminity. A body I can spend years fawning over, measuring, editing and building in ways that make me happiest - ('you should focus on your back more, you know I love broad shoulders.' with his only answer being 'of course, dearest').

I am looking forward to taking trips together and having so many innocent photos I can share publically but also a wonderful collection of images I take of my favorite nude model sunbathing on the beach, naked on a trail, naked and shivering in the snow, certainly many will have him blindfolded and bound, bare-skinned in the ocean, and certainly naked under the stars. then I want to take all of those again with him locked up and caged for me. I want to have prints made and hang them in our home. I'd share them in appropriate spaces too - I love showing off my property, the trust we would have built, and the raw love that would have developed with time. Though more Reddit than of.

My lock screen for the longest time was a former sub who became unrecognizable art when dressed as a sissy. I'd love that for my partner too, capturing the interplay between the masculine and feminine. I would love it if he secretly made me a calendar or artbook of my favorite shots. A time capsule of affection and power and growth and connection.

Can't wait to find him and build it.