Most mornings I wake up sad, regardless of the night I had I wake up without my person next to me. There is nothing I can do about this, and slowly it has become easier. I am a little frightened that I am too going a little cold. For the first time ever today I was sort of grateful that no one was here. The last two interests of mine felt I owed them something so they left with more than what they brought. I do not get where we have fallen so far from right that no one knows anymore where those lines should be drawn. I'm finding less and less out there that is even worth the effort. No one seems to know even what sex is about, more interested getting off and getting on. They don't have a clue that it's about having fun, making each other feel good and trusting each other.