I don't want to talk to anyone else. I watched nomadland again. My credit card debt is closer to being gone. I've got some work still to go and though I miss you still a good number of moments throughout my daus; i promise. I'm doing okay. It's not to say i don't miss you and maybe that never really goes away completely cause I have been thinking a bit about N, more than the past. It's all relative though right? I will say though it's been a few months. Even if you did hit me back I don't really want to talk to you or see there are things we could ever work out.

We had such a beautiful run, some type of magic, but even the best magic doesn't usually last forever,;lookat Medivh,or Gul'dan. All these messages or ramblings at this point are for my own sanity.

I don't really worry that you are ok, you seemed to be just fine on the way out. I ain't heard shit which maybe is a good thing. Idk. I can say , I never appreciated Olivia Rodrigo for her music quite enough before. But this is the true beauty of any pain, or even just tryna exist in and of itself, the music; the stories.