I’m so nervous, the roommate a male so it different but funn, I get more freedom and also college for part of the day and work and come home I hope to a little!! That’s exciting but I’m nervous I won’t be enough, or they will just leave me, I’m really good mommy, I try to make rules comfortable for me and the little, ( yeh being long distance isn’t for everyone but I like it too, ) it gonna be a big change for me and what I’m happy about is I have friends in the community and out, it makes me happy even tho I’m mommy I so nervous I say something wrong.

It been a long day today I can say, an emotional one, when it comes to my feeling it takes me awhile to trust someone with them because I’m afraid being abandoned And left out.

It gonna be weird not having my animals but I know home is 30 mins away, (aka bus or car)