Hey everyone, if you don’t know me by now, my name is Lauren, I’m 23.

i been mommy for....... i lost count. lol. but been really fun, but i having trouble coming up with rules!! for littles.

Yes I had littles in the past and our relationship was good. But rules are tricky to come up with. Been looking online for some but i haven’t found luck. when it comes to being a mommy, it hard for me, i live in a student dorm in college. not that far from downtown Portland ME, all i can say it fun walk and the people are all so friendly. . After college I’m gonna get apartment and live on my own maybe with a little and set up my dream nursery.

For me It can hard for me to make friends when it comes to texting i can’t explain things well. I’m bad at grammar, and life in general. Some people don’t understand that I have a disability too and learning disability too. And, intellectual disability if you don’t know what that is look it up 🆙

i wish i could talk to someone about this but it really hard explaining myself to people. I had therapy in the past and all I can say for me it not for me, I had therapist my whole life I don’t want one anymore, I get it there to help you, but all they do tell me try harder, and not good advice. I had 7 therapist in the past since my experience in high school, some lasted pretty long. i try to explain being a mommy to my friends then they ghost me and get weirded out. which drives me crazy... who doesn’t get mad or upset when someone stops talking to them. I’m not here hurt anybody, I try my best everyday, I pick up my broken pieces of my life and try make it through the day, i smile and laugh at stupid and sometimes weird thing and that just me. I have depression and anxiety (moderate/severe) but that doesn’t stop me, I push through the bad and good things and pick myself up, I take care of other before myself but I do take care of myself too because you should Always take care of your self too so you are okay and working on yourself too.

Also because I love and care about the people I’m talking too and when you care that much that says something about a person. I care so much and sometimes I feel not good enough. Also I try put all my effort in relationships and friendships and I try hard every day to keep the person or lover in my life, but sometimes if I put so much effort into something or someone and then the next day they leave me or hurt me, I end up broken hearted again. I don’t feel like I have done enough, when I put my energy and my love and my feeling into a relationship.

Being MOMMY/dom and a caregiver It make me really happy 😊, and I love it make me laugh and smile and it makes them happy and loved and cared for and that all I want them to feel and more comfortable with me too because YOU ARE PERFECT JUST THE WAY YOU ARE, you make me happy, and I love you as much as the moon, YOU MAKE MY LIFE BETTER. You deserve the best and I want you to know that. You deserve it all: smiles, love, hugs, and affection. (Vent)