Hello there.. I'm Mike. 35/m/EST. I'm a married dad. I had met someone here and we fell for each other.. I know.. I'm horrible for this.. My marriage has long been over though, and I've just been waiting for the finances to work out before splitting. I met her IRL and we had a wonderful first date.. afterwards she said she felt guilty and called things off.. then was immediately posting flirting comments in married dick subs here on reddit, no doubt being flooded with all sorts of new partners, after hardly posting for months or years at a time she's now every day flirting and playing with new and some of the same people... My heart is torn out.. im grieving... I'm angry, sad, everything... Anyone out there that would like to help ease the pain, through commiseration, distraction... Anything... I'm here and so very alone... I feel worthless... I didn't matter to her at all... Cast aside and discarded... Nothing at all... "I love you"... "I'll wait for you".... "Our Irish cottage".... "Leather and lace".... "Believe me".. All lies... I was your one man cult... You found a new poet to share your emerald moors with... New hands to hold in yours... New freckles to love.. You broke my heart into a thousand pieces... ❤️🤍🖤💔