Though I am a Catholic, I am also just as horny as the next guy and I vehemently believe that I'll be a bachelor till the end.

I don't get why my taste in women developed the way it did. Probably a cross between my unshakeable desire for perfection and cleanliness that it invertedly made me look for that Yasmien Bikini type women even though I look like your average introverted joe-schmo who focused all his life into studies and can't flirt to save his life.

In the end, I just rested in believing that I need to leave something in this world, something big enough that it could atleast last for the next 2 generations after I passed and as a driven man who had achieved much even with my shyness, I got awarded with medals and even ranked in my college year, I won't stop at nothing, even if it kills me. Damned if you do, damned if you don't and ai chose you do.