This year I kinda laid low for my birthday. Didn't seek cards and got no gifts either, which was fine. Just sort of did my own thing. I'm getting to be in my upper twenties now and the birthday festivities just feel less festive and that's fine. Plus there is all this stuff that comes emotionally with birthdays and chronic illness/cancer I think, stuff like you wonder whether living out your life like this is a blessing or a curse, ya know. I mean i am in a lot of pain, everyday... but i guess that is neither here nor there. Just, i didn't want my birthday to really be a THING this year, so it wasn't. But i do thank those of you who TRIED to make it special. The thought is very much appreciated.

But anyway, I am writing this because I am wanting to get back into sending mail, but I am so scattered lately I don't know where to start. There is really never a shortage of things to send out on my part, it's just finding the motivation to do it. I guess that's why I am nervous to just make a post somewhere, because I need to be sure I can get it there. I always send my mail, but I don't want to get to lax and end up in a position where I can't. If that makes sense.

I think getting back into sending mail could be good for me though. And it might not hurt to recieve something now and again, too. Plus I've played too much AC I need something else to do to pass the time.

So yeah. I might be around RAoC soon. We'll see. Until then, sending comfort and love through the interwebs, for all of you! <3