thought I may as well have a pinned post? but yeah just a list of my kinks!

update: i did the bdsm test thing! and hey, turns out that the website is malicious and not great to use. yikes!

my kinks are: size difference, strength difference, rapekink/cNC, lots of stamina, alpha/dom/unstoppable men, fucked so hard i nearly/would pass out, forced breeding (safely lol), being forced, misogyny, rough, any hole/all holes, forced free use, predator/prey dynamic, gender roles, forced conversion from feminism/forced into being a tradwife,him not listening to "no" and me trying to tapping out, him using me even if i'm asleep, painal, and stuff like that haha. honestly just being forced by a guy that wants to break me!

the more he focuses on his own pleasure, uses me, justifies it as natural, says it's just my role, etc the hotter he is ;3

honestly it's a fantasy of mine to have a boyfriend that doesn't care about my boundaries and keeps pushing for more and more until we have a dynamic where it's forced free use whenever we're home together. he can use any hole he wants, as hard and rough and long as he wants, and he always only focuses on his own pleasure. he's misogynistic and knows it's his right to use me, and i just have to accept it ;3

limits: bathroom stuff, beating up, public stuff, cages and leashes and stuff lol

what do I look like? since i don't really send pictures (i'm shy, also i only just turned 19 like a month and a bit ago haha) i thought i'd describe myself here! sorry if that's awkward ><' i'm 5'7, super pale, have short natural black hair, grey eyes, slim with small boobs and a bigger butt, and long legs. i also have vaginismus

what's vaginismus? if you don't know, it means the muscles around and for my pussy doesn't relax, or very much struggles to. it does mean that my pussy is extra extra tight, and i don't "get used" to being "stretched". it doesn't really go away, so sex wouldn't actually cure it. medically, the cure is to slowly stretch and force your muscles to understand how to relax but this would have to continue for your whole life because it can be permanent. kink wise, the "cure" is to be forced by a big guy, who'd always feel like he's taking my virginity every time he uses me ;3

tldr: forceful mr x is my biggest fantasy haha