The aesthetic feeling of having a close D/s is not possible to put into words. It’s unexplainable really.

It’s not common enough nor public enough to point towards a specific example to help convey how special it is, or, can be.

It is however, something I crave deeply in my gut, my heart, my groins…my life.

She’d have to be a special kind of person, one that understands she won’t come first cuz I’m happily married to the woman of my dreams. I don’t want my main partner to be my sub but rather someone I’m on equal grounds with. I have that.

I crave for a sub that craves to serve, for whatever reason it’s embedded in her soul. She knows who she is and what she wants.

I crave to use her, guide her and respect her. She’d be my toy and servant while also remaining her own person who grows and adjusts to life under my guiding hand.

I’d be her mentor and her owner. She’d let me mold her while life influenced her. She’d stand tall with pride in our D/s while living hard in her individual life.

She’d have a regular life, friends, a job, who just happens to live a BDSM lifestyle.

It would be dynamic, and unique.

And incredibly difficult to find/build.

Are you her?