My clit is so sensitive and my nipples are practically numb. I’ve been so aroused and so tense with this self imposed no touch that my senses are in overdrive. Even subconsciously!

Okay hear me out…

So during these past few days of this level of denial, I’ve been having weird dreams. Mostly about past sexual experiences which is probably normal. What’s freakin me out is dreaming about the partners I had those experiences with.

One ex in particular who hurt me so bad has come up in my dreams for the last 2 nights. I don’t see him often but I do still see his family on a regular basis. Normally he doesn’t cross my mind in the slightest but lately I find myself reminiscing about our time together.

I also feel like an extra amount of sexual energy is surging through me. Truth be told, I’m an exhibitionist by nature. I love showing off. When I’m actively denying myself (as I’m doing now) I literally crave it and will go out of my way to get eyes on me.

I know the internet is probably a great place to achieve that but it’s not for me (anymore). Anyway, I’m at the office today. I’m wearing a thin, tight top with an even thinner bra and my nipples will not soften no matter what. I have on a skirt that flares a bit and comes to just above my knees and ofc I didn’t bother with panties. I have a client meeting soon so for now I’m just answering emails (boring)

Hope you have a great day!