Hey everyone,

I'm sorry to the people who saw my post about deleting my account.

I WON'T BE DELETING MY REDDIT ACCOUNT.

I just need a break.

I've been losing sight of why I post and upload audios and interact with people on Reddit for.

I have been creating audios for over 2 years because I've wanted to explore more of myself as a Femdom, which has given me so much self-confidence and strength. I also want to create content that makes people feel good, feel seen, feel loved, feel valid. And I watched too many cartoons as a kid so I have to put my silly voice acting skills to use for *something* productive. XD

I still have a LOT of growing to do, however.

I need to stop seeing friendships as finite. I need to stop assuming that friendships will end as soon as someone important steps into the friend's life. I need to stop assuming the worst of friends just because so many people have hurt me in the past.

I need to stop pushing everyone away.

I need to stop making my friends hate me because I'd rather that they hate me than me experiencing that feeling of abandonment again, just because so many people in my past have abandoned me.

I need to grow. I need to heal. I need to stop painting everyone with the same brush.

So, I'll be away for a bit.

Thank you for reading.

-Mommy Kokichi