Hi, I am a man that dresses as a women when having sex with men. I live in a situation where I cant host men here. But I crave to be surrounded by men that would spank me, cum on me, put there dick in my mouth without permission, stick their dick in my butt with a condom.

I want to feel like the ultimate slut but I have anxiety over accepting dick in my life.

I crave to be a slave for men and their dicks. To be a whore, a prostitute, or gangbang slut.

One of my fantasies that I would like to make real one day. Is to book a hotel room, dress as a sissy, have my cock in chasity, blind fold me, collar me, and maybe handcuff me. Give the key to a trusted master. Then have dozens of men use me as they please. I would have no control. I wouldnt be able to resist.

In addition, if I wear a mask, to have it video recorded.