I have been allowed to publicly write this:
So this is my throwaway account, I put some pictures up, and I put a couple posts, I did not expect to run into as many flakes, liars and shitheads as I did, but there were a lot of you, and you know who you are.

But I got the right answer to my question from one /u/Magnus_Amator , so he knew what he was talking about, but others did before, and when I tested them, one broke down crying. So I did not have high hopes, I invite him to a video chat session, to masturbate in front of me to a dark camera for 15 to 20 minutes, he does it for 30 and no sign of stopping, I am impressed, so I gave him a little show, and then we both came for each other.

Found the one! Time to see if he can do that to me now several times. I invited him with the intention of pouncing his dick and pleasing myself. He stops me, and asks me to get to know each other. I was taken aback, I've not been rejected like that before. He just sat there paying attention to me, and listening to me talk about my days, work, worries, dreams, he was listening! he said all the right things, I was so ready for him by the time he took me.

The entire time I was with him, he made me feel so special, so positive and happy, this was the most aroused I've been in my life, his eyes were so in love with me, and the whole time we were enjoying each other, I could just look at his smile and get more turned on. He was with me to make me feel good, and he succeeded.

Don't worry, I took good care of him too! I wasn't selfish! lol
I loved, how sensitive he was, how hard he got, and how he would just make me his, and how ready he was for me, all I had to do was take the condom off, clean him, lick him, and he was back up and ready. I gave him all, and I mean ALL, and he gave me his all too. I wasn't just satisfied, I was FIVE BOXES OF CONDOMS WITH A SINGLE LEFTOVER satisfied.

If I could I'd lock him down, but I'll have to live with the worry that a potential future girlfriend(s, more likely) might not be ok with me being a special friend to him.

I'm also going to post this in my own personal page, so it'll be forever up there. THIS IS WHAT A MAN SHOULD BE, take a look little boys.