Part 1

Shortly (6 months) after my (M21) I married my longtime sweetheart. She was a cutie when we first met, both of us being 12. We’ve escalated far past then as we are both 68 now.

I had invited her to take a short family trip to a state park near our homes. She had recently moved in with a new family being adopted. The drive to the park was uneventful, but as we played through the early evening we began having puppy love. On the way home, embarrassed, we held hands under her wind breaker to hide our newly developed affections.

As time progressed, being a deacon and passing the sacrament, I luckily her the section where she and her new parents sat. She had worn a sleeveless blue dress that kind of wrapped across her chest buttoning on the opposite side. As I made my way to her pew I noticed something that gave me a mini-woody. She had moved somehow puffing out the top of her dress. I saw her itty-bitty bra. My god I was so distracted I had to contain myself in order not to be a blunder during sacrament meeting.

Seminary was fun as well, although I’ve never been a model theologian. We were going to revival high schools (middle school for you youngsters)! I did not have much alone time with her through those early years but, the nerdy kid that I was remained true to her.

As we turned 16, her brother and the 3 Mike’s ion our ward seemed to have good rapport with each other and ‘played’ around with each other, only as kids at that age are.

One Friday her brother invited me to their house for a sleepover. He kept his bed and I slept on the floor next to his bedroom door. For some reason, we left his door open as we were fading towards sleep. Soon, I heard the door open next door to his parents room where I had heard some nondescript mumbling earlier. I saw the beam of light coming from their room followed by Cathy. On her way out she closed the door behind her, and walked by our open door towards her room…..but in a bra. Holy shit!! That had to be a first for me, as her bedroom door closed. Since their dad was a MD, I suspected they may have been popping zits on her back, but I never saw them.

Moving on, since her parents were wealthier than mine, they had we pool and Winnebago. Luxurious right? What do you expect back then? We had pool parties there and I’d stare as she went off their diving board. At one point, I think she was talking about swimming while her period. That was almost like seeing her in a bra, as well as her bikini! I was so horny!

I’d invite the guys over to spend the night camping out on our large lawn. Between those and our scout outings, we had plenty to take about. It was at this time that we all learned about masterbation, and tried it when we were all alone. We had some success and others were late bloomers. As I began finding myself earlier thinking about Cathy, I’d try to do it, but it was too early. I don’t know if any of you had the same sensation, but I was really disappointed when I’d start spurting semen in my bed. I thought about those times not long ago and googled it to learn about ‘dry orgasms’. Unfortunately, they didn’t come close to being close!

After high school, I enrolled to BYU and was admitted for the next summer semester. It was my 2nd horrifying experience with a guy (that story is on my profile).