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I've literally lost everything that makes life worth living. My marriage, my son, my career. I've tried to keep going and have new relationships but they've ended in epic dumpster fires, and I am truly hopeless. I'm going to kill myself in June but I need someone to talk to right now. I've drunk a 5th of rum and my emotions are at the top of my brain, swirling and whirling and dragging me down and I can't stop weeping, I'm about to go get a pack of cigarettes so I can burn myself until I don't feel anything anymore... Idk what to do, I'd off myself right now but I don't have a shotgun or enough drugs to do the job. Somebody offer me a way out or at least a way to feel something other than this crushing guilt and shame and pain ... Anybody... Anything I just can't stand this anymore
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