Hi everyone! I'm Holly, mid 30s, and married 5 years. When I got married, I knew I was sexually submissive, but my husband was not dominant. In fact, he's very much the opposite. I knew that part of my sexual personality would not really have an opportunity to come out. Then, somewhat out of the blue, my husband started talking about opening our marriage. At first, I was confused and offended. Why doesn't he want me anymore? Doesn't he find me attractive? But I slowly started to think about it and accept it. Probably a tale as old as time. Anyway, after a very long time of getting used to the idea, I've finally accepted it. That means, though, that I finally also have a chance to explore those submissive desires I never got to really explore. My husband isn't a terrible lover, but I have to admit he's not especially well endowed and doesn't have a dominant bone in his body. So, I need someone to fulfill that submissive desire for me by engaging with me Dominantly.

I am mostly here to talk about fantasies and desires. I like the idea of having a dominant Bull type in my life. Someone who can satisfy me, sexually, yes, but also someone who wants to engage with my submissiveness. Tease me about being a cheating slut. Give me demands and orders to fulfill. Humiliate me, and by extension, my husband. I love men who crave the thought of dominating a man by dominating his wife.

My idea of a perfect first date: Our first "date" might include me learning a series of positions he expects me to know. "Kneel", that sort of thing. Beginning immediately with training. He might strip me, but he might prefer for me to stay clothed. I'd be wearing what we wore out to dinner. A low cut dress, heels, that sort of thing. But I think the most erotic thing would be half way through our session, he'd be teaching me the positions and correcting me, and then he would pull my dress down and expose my breasts. That casual, but not complete, exposure... I'd be expected to keep my breasts uncovered like that. And once my breasts are out like that, he would remind me to emphasize them. Push them out. Lead with them.

Want to help? You could send me a position and I can try it while we chat.

A couple photos of me as often requested! https://i.imgur.com/wzZ7LO5.jpg (Yes, I know I'm a bit thick. Yes, it makes me wet to hear you body shame me. To you-know-who: Thank you for making me admit it publicly!)
https://ibb.co/ZmLjQ8C
https://i.imgur.com/oQvWwWB.jpg (Yes, it's real, but it's a temporary tattoo! Gotten as a dare for an online friend)