In the past few decades the idea of male focused and male-centric sex has gradually waned out of popular culture. The idea of the male orgasm taking priority over every other aspect of sex is almost taboo now. Almost taboo enough that it's become a kink of its own.

The priority has shifted towards either being couple focused or woman focused. With foreplay becoming more than just a warmup. Foreplay was always said to hold an important place but more recently foreplay has become as much the main event as penetrative sex has. The shift towards female pleasure being equal has been a gradual and consistent push.

But this begs the question as to why you would love to hate it so much. You know that you couldn't stand never receiving pleasure from a partner and would never want that in real life. But that denial excites you. You fantasize about the idea of edging or denial simply because it's turned taboo now.

This is the reason why you love seeing and being the cause of a male orgasm. You think it gives you that power over pleasure. It gives you a reason to feel pretty and wanted. It gives you a reason to believe that someone is lusting after you so heavily and passionately. This couldn't be further from the truth.

You enjoy male centric sex not for the validation it gives you but because it is ingrained in you your servitude and submission. It's natural for many of you and repressed in the rest. There is a reason why oxytocin is present in cum. Your bodies are genetically predisposed to enjoy being cummed on and in. Look up the chemical composition of semen. Serotonin, Oxytocin, and other prostaglandins.

You don't just enjoy it for the reasons social culture has convinced you of. Nor do you like it because of the power over men you convince yourself it is because. You like it because you were born to, and your pleasure isn't needed for that.