I really don't know where to begin. I am 43 f my husband 47 m been together over 17 years. 4 kids one out of the house in military. 15, 5 and 3 years old at home. Anyway the whole relationship my husband made mistake after mistake and I was forgiving and understanding. Even when I heard news that literally made me so sick to my stomach I stood by his side. Few years back we moved across USA from Colorado to Kentucky because we were trying to spend more time with family and because my mom passed away from cancer. From having big family I was left with husband and kids. My husband started from leaving his phone with audio recordings and after listening to it accessed me of cheating 1st I thought it was joke. Anyway got worse with time now it got to the point he doesn't sleep with me in same bed and tonight informed me that he will move out. I am so lost and I don't know what should I do. I never cheated on him or invited secretly anyone over. He would say I was talking with someone when I would never even said a word blames me of manipulating kids and because he would talk about me infront of 15 year old she disrespect me. I have no family left no friends in Kentucky and money to relocate. I feel like I am falling underground. Any advice on what to do?