I want to discuss my fantasies as a secretly romantic, hopeful, sensualist nerd. I'm not the competitive type, in fact I abhor competing among friends; card games are the most competitive I'll get, and yes that can unleash my raging ego; otherwise I'm reserved, repressed, and lonely.

In my fantasy, I am a mild-mannered, average joe, minding my own business, when she drops into my life out of the blue. A spontaneous meet cute, she arranges to appear helpless and require my assistance at work one day. She needs my help finding a book in the stacks, and she flirts with me while I look for the book. "Oops, my shoe came unbuckled, could you fix that." drawing attention to her elegant lingerie barely concealed by a skirt that she let ride up a bit.

This is hardly an innocent meet cute. She is a spy, on assignment to make contact with a subject of interest, and find out what he knows. Her handlers have identified this guy, (me!) as a subject of interest, and are sending an expert infiltrator to arrange a meet cute, and a date. On her first date, she let him think he is cute and funny, she feigns interest, and flirts with him, planting sexy ideas in his head; she knows how to wrap any guy around her fingers, and this one is so easy. She is dressed up to be overtly hot, and she takes him to a club for dancing, making him swoon for her on the dance floor. She keeps him hooked, and breaks down his defensiveness, and late in the night she takes him to her hotel room, a prepared rendezvous where her handlers are secretly recording everything. She changes demeanor in private, pushing him to the bed and controlling him, she handcuffs him to the bed and starts to seduce him and playfully tease him; she is trying to get him to talk about his work - thinking she can't get him to break character, she teases him all the more.

But her handlers want her to use subtle hypnotism to draw out his secrets. She guides with seduction in her voice and he enters a happy trance, while she continues to play with his body. She uncovers hints that he is a sleeper agent, and her handlers press her to continue and dive deeper. She dates him for months, always getting him to talk in deep relaxation while deep in the throws of passion, eliciting details of a secret life. Her handlers want her to keep probing this man for useful information, and every lead has to be checked out. The trouble is, that his hypnotic confessions start to become contradictory.

Her handlers want her to press him, she is starting to realize this is a hapless idiot, not a master spy at all; . .