So, I've been doing better, but I tried to be more involved in a new subreddit and I started feeling worse and worse about myself the more I interacted and Ive been sick to my stomach.

My friend sent me a horny gif out of the blue and made me feel like absolute garbage. I have to go to work soon and im nervous someone might show up. I have my pepper-spray ready, though.

But this just fucking depressed me.

I once said I would move out if anything that isnt mine gets put in my room and THIS is the bullshit I come home to after being gone at work for only about 4.5hrs

https://drive.google.com/file/d/1gg0QUyTHxb-weVmRJsnHyu5QRXPwJGbs/view?usp=drivesdk

It would have taken me only 5 minutes to unpack everything of mine, most of that being computer/desk setup. I wish I had taken a pic of what it looked like after I moved all my stuff in there, maybe once I fucking go all Jesus of Nazareth on their market asses.

Meanwhile this is my roommate and her boyfriend's room

https://drive.google.com/file/d/1gi9JCkDRn_Q6HW2euz0VInxP5lteDAhw/view?usp=drivesdk

And heres how close the rooms are..

https://drive.google.com/file/d/1giLQgwGgqr-r6TI6JHelhCnERECjWL5v/view?usp=drivesdk

Ive been doing so well, and this just put me in a horrible mood.

Thank you for 30 followers I wish I had something nice to share. Ill try and upload another one of my old dubs.

I have to go to work now.