My cuck would love me to do these things. I have to fight the part of my brain that has conditioned me for all my life that my weight is bad. That I’ll hurt someone. It’s a mind fuck you guys. It’s so hard to tell a fat woman to turn off that noise in her head and lean into it. The noise is so loud and it’s been there for years. Going strong. So I’m struggling. He tells me I need to get out of my head and just be in my body. He wants it. But actually attempting it I fear will be awkward. Bc it will be my first time. First time doing anything is always awkward. I just need to push past the fact that it may not be sexy the first time. But if I can push past that and see he likes it….then I can get to the other side. This is part of my growth on my journey to sexual exploration. If I can get comfortable doing it with him I can do it with any guy in the future. And I have had so many men talk about wanting this with me. I wanna lean into my goddess energy and feel powerful and act powerful.

My question, for those of you who have been on the receiving end is, are there any logistics you can tell me about? Tips? Tricks? What position was the most comfortable for you and your partner? Where is the bulk of her weight? Your chest? Your face? It does seem like such a sexy act to me. I would love to fully realize it already.